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tortoisegirlI'm all depressed today. And stressed out. I'm done my job so I have nothing to do, but there's so much to do.
I'm going to Temple on Friday to meet with an adviser, finally. For liberal arts it's walk-in appointments, so all that stress I went through to schedule an appointment was for nothing. I'm not relaxing about that yet since I'm still paranoid that something will happen and I still won't be able to register for classes and actually secure a spot at this stupid school.
Still looking for a place to live. My dad offered to drive me around to look at places since the subway is closed. But he told us that his girlfriend is moving in with him in September so now I think he's only offering to help me to ensure that I'm out of the house by them.
I'm getting so worried about life in general. I'm looking into internships in Philadelphia and thinking about getting a real, permanent job but then I'm scared that I'll be trapped in this area when I really want to move around. I want to live in California for a while. I need to find a reason to just up and move there. I can't leave now since I'm just starting at a new school but I want to do it before I get to involved in something that'll keep me in one place.
So yeah, depressed. Blah.
I'm going to Temple on Friday to meet with an adviser, finally. For liberal arts it's walk-in appointments, so all that stress I went through to schedule an appointment was for nothing. I'm not relaxing about that yet since I'm still paranoid that something will happen and I still won't be able to register for classes and actually secure a spot at this stupid school.
Still looking for a place to live. My dad offered to drive me around to look at places since the subway is closed. But he told us that his girlfriend is moving in with him in September so now I think he's only offering to help me to ensure that I'm out of the house by them.
I'm getting so worried about life in general. I'm looking into internships in Philadelphia and thinking about getting a real, permanent job but then I'm scared that I'll be trapped in this area when I really want to move around. I want to live in California for a while. I need to find a reason to just up and move there. I can't leave now since I'm just starting at a new school but I want to do it before I get to involved in something that'll keep me in one place.
So yeah, depressed. Blah.
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Date: 2008-08-14 08:37 pm (UTC)I wish I were up at Temple on Friday so we could hand out or something, or I could show you around...but I'll be at my internship =(